when you tell someone about an activity you really want to do, and they’re like, omgg let’s do it together! and then they plan that activity with someone else without inviting you… my life

life is weird. sometimes I just want to give up

Health in China

Ahhhh after a week in China I get sick because of the roommate. Then I’m sick for over a week… no fever or anything, but I’ve never been sick to the point where I’m nauseous and cannot eat. Couldn’t eat much for a whole week… finally got better for the last week (kind of). My appetite came back but I still felt tired and had a slight sore throat. This week I’m better but then probs have laduzi or something. My friend said she had it last week and I need to wait for it… like nothing I’ve ever had… to the scale of China T.T shenme… What is China doing to my body?

Beijing

I’m in Beijing and I feel so underwhelmed. Maybe it’s because I’ve been here twice before, maybe it’s because I’ve been abroad quite often, maybe it’s just because it’s the beginning, but who knows. Everyone seems so excited about everything, but I feel so… meh. It’s just whatever T.T aigoo why do I feel this way?